As the semester and year come to a close sadly so does my time as the editor of [Re]collection. Though there are still a few weeks before the end of the year, this is the last time that I will write a personal post on this blog. Therefore thought I ought to give a few words of salutations before passing the torch to the more-than-capable Marcel Haas. I have learned a lot in my six months as editor and have greatly appreciated all of the authors and readers that make this blog a point of interest. I could spend the rest of this post describing the mechanics that go into editing and managing a blog: copy editing, working with peers and senior colleagues, managing deadlines, keeping an eye out for tone of writing, scrambling to get the final touches on a post, and much more. But I am sure that many of you are familiar with this process already; in fact, I can imagine a great deal of our readers are academics themselves and are therefore all too familiar with these processes (and more). So rather than spend any more time on these matters, I have decided I am going to share a parting story from my own research and teaching interests. My hope is that this story will be interesting and serve properly as parting words for my time as editor.
In May of 1244, Thomas Aquinas decided to leave his cushy life assured of future ecclesiastical appointments and to join the Dominican order. Perhaps this change of heart is all too close to some of our own lives – leaving a life of potential financial and professional success for headier pursuits (i.e. signing up to spend half a decade of your life getting a PhD). As he left, Thomas utterly stunned his family who worked so hard to set him off on the right track. Regardless, Thomas followed his calling and trudged on. In fact, he did not trudge at all – he became one of the most prolific writers in medieval European history. Historians estimate that, during his prime, he was producing two to three novel-length volumes per month. Most readers will likely recognize Thomas’s name from his life’s work, Summa theologiae– a tome that addresses over 4,500 theological questions and was meant to replace the outdated Sentencesof Peter Lombard. Curiously, though, Thomas never finished his magnum opus. This fact is curious because Thomas simply decided to stop writing seemingly out of the blue.
On December 6, 1273 (not that long from today’s date, albeit 745 years later), Aquinas is reported to have said, “After what I have seen today, I can write no more, for all that I have written is straw”. Historians are not sure exactly what it was that Thomas saw and why exactly he had such a dramatic change in perspective. Dying three short months later in March 1274, some speculate whether it was some sort of medical diagnosis. Nevertheless, Thomas stepped away from his enormously productive career at the height of his powers. More critically though, he did not finish what seemed to be his life’s work. Thomas’s halt in writing has fascinated historians and theologians for years, and it remains puzzling to this day.
I share this story not to draw any parallels between the theological giant Thomas Aquinas and my own time at [Re]collection. Nor do I plan to offer any new answers as to Thomas’s sudden stoppage of writing. What I find most fascinating about this whole story is how Thomas continually displays what he thinks is a realistic perspective on his own legacy. He is reflective and even self-deprecating as he halts his projects to engage in more contemplative pursuits. This is especially true if he did not know that he would soon pass away just a few months after ceasing writing. A general point of application that I draw from this story, and, by extension, offer to you as readers is to have the proper perspective as you reach the end of the year. Whether it is with professional goals, writing projects, grading, or end-of-year holiday hustle, be sure to not overestimate how critical every detail is. Remember that you will always experience a mix of failure and success – perfectly embodied, I believe, in my time here as the editor. If even Thomas Aquinas gives himself a thoughtful critique and reflection, so can you too. So, as I wrap things up in the next few weeks, I hope that the posts over the past few months have been a little more than “straw”. At the same time, I know that it has been a productive season. Thank you all for all of your support – especially former editor Chiara Ziletti and everyone in the History Department at Central Michigan University. Finally, I wish my colleague and future editor Marcel Haas all the best in the coming year – viel Glück mein Freund!